So. 

I start off a lot of posts with "So." This isn't the first time I've noticed. Perhaps this is an introductory jen-habit.

Right now I'm listening to ALO. Anybody like ALO? Brushfire Records, pretty chill, West Coast jams. Not too bad. Little slow for my liking, thus far, but we'll see how the rest of the album cuts it.

I just ate a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Entirely vegan. Oh yes, I can be vegan and UNhealthy.  Now I'm finishing up a Sierra Nevada Pale Ale. I recommend. Tasty treat.

Goodness, I'm boring. I think is probably boring if you don't know me. Maybe boring if you DO know me, which would be sad. I think I'm still frustrated over the WP themes. I want something artsy fartsy, but content focused at the same time. I'd like to stick a Flickr Widget in the sidebar, but as I think more real-world people read this, I don't want people to have access to my Flickr account. I could privatize it, but, meh, I'm lazy. So I think I'll leave it out and let people visit my hand-selected gallery and post the occasional photo post.  

I'm very fickle. I always get an idea, a spark anew, a project, one started and never finished. I have a feeling my Tumblr Blog is going to end up like that. I love the concept, but why blog in two places? I could just do it here. At the same time, I fight with myself over wanting readership on a personal blog, and then not. Some days I'd like to post something that runs kind of deep, but not let people read it. That leads to password protected posts which are rude. Is there a way I can post and let people I don't know read it? I'm fucked up. 

Here's something a little deep anyway: I'm slightly terrified that LovetheMusic will end up like that. A project I started, paid for even, and blows away in the wind. I haven't gotten too much positive feedback from readers, so I'm feeling a little bummed. Do people even like our stuff? Or do they just come to our site to download mercilessly?

Who knows. I can't worry about it too much yet, it has only been a month. We're a baby.

I'm almost done with my beer. I'm going to check feed stats, and then go to bed. Class in the morning and then work at night. Yuck.

Oh, wait, I do have to mention this: two of my coworkers tonight genuinely expressed that they want to get into my pants. Jen's mind isn't sure how she feels about this yet, so I'm just throwing that out there for now.

Off to bed and a Maeve Binchy book.